Who am I in life? A am kind, affectionate, devoted and with a sense of humor. But this is only one side of my personality. What is on the other side? Complete absence of an ability to forgive betrayal, straightforwardness and intolerance to criticism. But I must admit, that criticism is a very useful thing, if it goes from the mouth of an intelligent and respected man. I know that I am not perfect or ideal but one of the traits of me is an ability to elicit my own shortcomings and tame the passions when it's impossible to liquidate them. Somehow I overlooked the major trait of myself. It is the exceptional need for love and being loved, a necessity compared maybe only with a necessity to breathe. Yes, very often the real world dictates us his own will, but I try to see it through the prism of fantasies, dreams, unfulfilled hopes, like a child who has not yet lost his inborn ability to believe in fairy tales. Sometimes I feel a longing for Medieval Times and imagine myself a Lady, waiting for her Knight, for her Man, her One and Only - my Beloved. I have not found him here, in Russia, but the world is huge, isn't it? I am sure that my chances are much better when I am looking all over the world. I have always dreamed about a friendly and happy family, about a beloved man and children, about a big and cozy home, full of love, light and joy.
culture and art, cinema and theatre, cooking, reading books, walking, my garden, traveling, riding a bicycle, Sauna, sex, dancing, fitness.
faithful, intelligent, with a good sense of humor, sexy, easy-going, feminine, independent, sociable, thrifty.
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