When you are older than 40 years old, you realize that half of a life is gone. There was everything in it – bad and good. but the main in my first half of a life is the birth and upbringing of my son Nikita. Now he is teenager and rather adult boy now. and at that moment I realize that a year or two or three and that’s it . . . my son will be an adult person. And I will stay alone, alone with my thoughts, feeling, emotions and dreams. All my life was devoted to my son, work and career. I work as a teacher at school, I do love my job. though when I open my eyes in the morning, I say to my mom that I do not want to go to school, but that is only because I like to sleep for a bit longer in the mornings. But when I come to school and see children’s eyes then I forget about everything and am involved in their world of troubles, problems and just sincere happiness. I teach chemistry and natural history. I do love nature and try to share my love with children. And I created a children ecological organization at school, it’s called “Generation NEXT – Altay”, and children and I try to make our nature cleaner. And though I am surrounded with my close and beloved people I feel myself lonely. I want to have romantic dinners with candles at home, to hurry up home from work to see the eyes of my beloved man. I want to walk in the evening, to travel, to jog in the morning with my future soul mate or just sit at a fire place and talk about something. If you dream to find your love that will fill in your home with coziness, that will warm your heart, then perhaps we have found each other.
I like to walk in the forest, spend time by a river, watch fire – nature gives energy to me. I like to go to theatres, museums and exhibitions and I adore dancing. And for being in a good shape, I go to a swimming pool all year round.
My friends say that I am merry, cheerful, charming, intelligent, feminine, interesting, gentle, kind, wonderful housewife with a romantic character. And perhaps this is true.
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