I would like to tell YOU much! Loneliness... Every morning I clean the dust from the second half of my bed... I have washed it to the holes... And they (holes) look at me with reproach... Appearance is important for YOU? I know that yes. I do appreciate the beauty. They say that "the beauty is a powerful strength and there are no words to tell everything about it... But I am not afraid of it any more, and I want to know about it..." I have kept the milliard of looks and thousands of kisses for YOU. I do not waste them for strangers, I hide all my charm and know that YOU will be happy to get them. I am a holiday with will be always with YOU. My outward and inside beauty is not the main thing, the most important is my soul warmth which are waiting for YOU! Very often I imagine and dream about YOU, and what taste YOUR lips have. and sometimes I even see you in my night dreams, I don't know how YOU look like, but I know that this is YOU. and I have learned how I feel next to YOU. and that is why I am sure that when I meet YOU in real life, I will recognize YOU. they say that time is not linear and that both past and future are at the same time. and this means that we can feel if we ever meet or not?! do you feel that? I suppose that we have lost the most important thing – ability to feel. Though, we have no reasons to be sad, do we? I always feel YOUR presence next to me.. I am running to YOU Open your door for me I want to be in this world The Only and One for YOU! What for do I need somebody's hands What for do I need others' words That when you hug me strongly You love me more than others! I love YOUR eyes, I love to be loved by YOU And I want to love only YOU! It is a hard job to love with a person! The easiest way is to be categorical, but what for people need that, I can't understand I dream about a real family – with riding bicycle, picnics, family dinners and then home theatre shows. I dream about a big and what house with a fireplace and that we will talk with YOU till early morning besides this fireplace. I dream about traveling and experiencing new things in life. I dream to raise our kids and enjoy each their step and discovery in life. I want YOU to accept me the way I am, I want to be one whole with you – to be happy and sad together. but what is the most important – I want to love and be loved! I like the beauty – especially inside beauty of people. I write poems, and read a lot of poems – this is music for my soul. I enjoy traveling and have seen many places in my life and I understand that there are much more that I haven't seen yet. I love sea and sun. I have a lot of friends and I believe that we do not choose our friends, but become friends. I love them much and I am a very open and happy person. I like driving a car and love high speed. I am fond of sports and enjoy swimming and shaping, and I adore diving. I am a very interesting and cheerful person and with a good sense of humor. I am never afraid of anything because everything depends only on me in this life. I would like to learn much in this life and I am sure that I will.. |
