Who am I?! I am who I am!! and if I knew myself and who I am then there wouldn't be a reason for me to live! Love! Waiting for love! Looking for love! What for??!! I would communicate with my adorable friends, relatives and just new people! what for??!! I would know everything about myself without them!! and what for does a person who knows everything needs somebody else!! Living, living though years, months, days, hours and minutes we are learning ourselves over and over, and life is so unpredictable that you don't know what is waiting for you tomorrow, and even at the nearest corner of the street. Who am I? I would like to ask you about this? And perhaps if you live with me for 10 years you'll be able to ask this questions to me and I'll be very thankful to you for all that time you tried to learn and understand me better!! because it's really when you are understood, it's real happiness!!! As I was born in spring and I was given spring energy by nature with all the rage of colors and desire for something new; I'm a curious person, and everything new attracts me like a magnet. Today I can calmly knit and tomorrow I can go to skiing trip to the Altay Mountains. I can sew, cook, wash clothing and clean my house and I can dream, draw, sing and invent something new. I can dig, plant flowers, enjoy birds' singing, swimming, sunning, riding a bicycle and many other things. And I'm a daughter of electrician and that's why I like techniques and every time we have something new in our house I'll try to learn everything about it. and if you ask me "What are my hobbies and interests?" I'll answer that everything what is interesting for me right now!! On living a definite phase of my life, I would like, want and will want to be happy!!! And these are not just beautiful words but words of a young woman who has realistic and true life views and doesn't fly in pink clouds. I know what career growth means, I've experienced love, disappointment and loss; I want to be needed by my close person and I want to have a child who'll be loved by me and certainly by his father. And as for a man of my dream, I can say for sure that I don't care about his material well-being and appearance, I'm interested in him as a person!! And he is to be a person with his own character and opinion. Usually such people are considered to be leaders and interesting people, but not everybody knows that they are sensitive and vulnerable people at the same time. that's why it's more pleasant to give all my love and care to Him, such a person, than to be with a soft and romantic man. no, I'm not sado-masochist and it's silly to imagine my life full of torments from my husband. A "strong" person it's not a psychiatric diagnosis but a style of life! and only strong and purposeful people may stand such a life. who is a man of my dream? He is a man who gives love in return to love, care in return to care!! He is a man who may look into my eyes honestly and openly! He is a man in whose arms I want to stay for the rest of my life. and when I wake up in the morning with him I want him again and again!!! meetings with friends, swimming, riding a bicycle, traveling, needlework. responsible, with a good sense of humor, with rich fantasy, independent, sympathetic, creative, cheerful, sociable, reliable. |
