Hello! My name is Tatiana, I would like to share with you some sides of my autobiography, my attitude towards life and love. Like most of people I have had a lot of mistakes and failures in my life, and each of them helped me to grow. Before I even couldn’t think that it is possible to live another life – more complete life because before my life was based on the same automatic actions, reactions and feelings. And with time when I learned myself better and learned good life lessons I accepted another way of things. And I changed my life philosophy and in relations with people as well.
I have discovered what touches me, what makes me have tears in eyes – that is a moment when children laugh (and they do that from their heart) and the moment when I see sincere and true feeling of two people – a man and a woman. Somewhere deep in my soul I feel and believe that my second half, harmonic half is waiting for me! Universe has sense only when we have somebody to share our true feelings with.
I am looking for big and true love and not superficial emotions and casual love romances. I want to meet Him, his soul will feel that my soul is close to it even before our bodies will meet. I can be everything for Him – caring and tender mother, sensitive and loving wife, loyal friend, inspiration, passionate lover, but I so much need His love, his arms, eyes, touches and care.
Two women live inside of me – one desires to get all passion, joy and adventures from life. And the other wants to become a calm keeper of home hearth and of everything what can be planned. I want to feel myself a woman – loved and loving, the woman who radiates light, love, joy and happiness and that is possible when a true man is next to her. A true man means the best man I can dream about – cheerful, kind, generous, wise, intelligent, successful in business and career, courageous and decisive, the man who can appreciate the relations with his woman, who can show attention and be romantic in these relations. That is the man I can trust to, the man I am afraid to lose. The man who sincerely loves my kids like his own, who can give me the feeling of security and confidence in tomorrow day.
And probably one of the most important quality is his ability to sacrifice for the sake of me. As a rule, men are afraid of such steps (to sacrifice something important), and exceptions attract me. And in my turn I am also ready for such sacrifices, I am ready to give him myself completely – all my charm, feminity, courage, patience, wisdom, energy of kindness and creation to make our relations the best.
Each woman is strong first of all in her soul. And a woman creates her man. Each man has the best qualities and only a wise woman can discover that in him. And that is why I want to bloom for my man and help him to feel always the best. The best thing we can give to each other is the chance to be the way we are and accept each other completely, even when we don’t have the same opinion on something. If heart says “Yes”, this means destiny. And as for the rest, we can create ourselves and happiness deserves efforts.
At the moment I am divorced and not because my ex-husband is a bad man but because there are serious differences between us and when we joined our souls, the choice wasn’t realized, but it was spontaneous and superficial. When people try to live together without shine in eyes, without joy in hearts, without similar values and expectation for miracle, then it cuts your wings short. Experience gives us not only disappointment but good lessons as well.
I have two kids – son Dmitriy and a daughter Daria. Children are my true joy, inspiration and value. And my goal is to be a decent example for my kids. And I am sure that I will meet a man who also will be a decent example for them. He will be caring, sensitive and attentive father who can be on equal and not on superior positions with them, who can listen to and discover all sides of their whole character. And if my man has kids, that will be twice wonderful. And if not, then we could have mutual children. There can’t be too many children and money in life.
My attitude towards money is not ambiguous. Now I need it a lot, especially because I am alone and raise two kids and don’t have full day work and money takes a big part of my attention. And when I can earn money then I treat it as a wonderful opportunity to develop my skills and my interests. I like to take care of myself, make presents, eat good food and at the same time I respect men who support this aspiration in a woman and help her in that.
And I have a special attitude towards luxury. It gives esthetic joy and the feeling of immediate happiness. I like to experience exceptional moments, for example, a diner in a fine and famous restaurant with my beloved man or a night in a luxury hotel. I can draw it easily in my imagination and feel the best emotions. Like love, luxury is a challenge that everything passes by and changes. But what for do we need a fabulous diner with expensive wine if there are no true feelings?!
And now about my attitude to sex. It is possible to perfect any sexual relations, the most important is to be able to talk together about that. And it is important to feel and desire him with your soul and heart. I can say briefly about what frustrates me – hypocrisy, greediness and silliness.
I will not say anything about my plans for the future life because fragile feeling of coming happiness can be broken on other people like on stone if they are not the adherents. I would better to aspire to stars than to lose an opportunity. And I am going to live my life happily each moment with my second half and our kids.
