I was born in a year of a cat and that’s why I have something from a cat in my character. First of all I’m a homelike woman, I don’t like noisy companies, especially of unknown people. I prefer friendly parties where it’s possible to say or do something and be sure that you’ll be understood. I don’t like arguing but sometimes I have to. To tell about my character? I can tell you for sure I’m not a mean or damned person and I never take anything other's. And I can be different – I can be kind and merry, sad and thoughtful, I can be angry though I become calm very quickly. I can be different and it depends on situation. If to consider such fact that I stayed without money and with an infant and managed to survive, it means that I’m a strong woman. But if to consider such fact that I allowed a man to treat me in that way, it means that I’m weak. But in spite of anything i do believe my happiest day. It was the birth of my daughter and since that we are always together, only in summer I take her to my mother to the village. It’s both good and bad. It’s great that we are always together but it’s bad because I don’t have my own life. my work takes too much time and I have to do everything about the house and my daughter goes to school and swimming pool. I don’t want to complain about my life and everything is fine from first sight, some people even envy my independence and my way of living. I have a good work, wonderful daughter, my own flat in the center of the city. I didn’t have much happiness in my life but I didn’t have sorrow either. Everything was measured, I’m like a horse that goes round that round was created by me and I’m afraid of going outside this round. It’s wrong and I do understand that for myself and for my daughter I am to try to change everything because I want to be loved and desired. When I look at my past I can’t understand why I have never been married, it seems to me that I have many features that are necessary for a wife: everything is in order in my home, and my child is always clean and neat, and my appearance is not so bad and my character is not the worst in the world but I couldn’t get married. I always considered and do consider that a man should make the first step and a woman shouldn’t impose herself. I’d like to meet a friend who would treat me as I am with all my merits and shortcomings, who will love my daughter as his own.
I like to read a good book but I don’t like fiction. In summer I like to swim in a river, sunbathe or just walk about the forest. In winter I like to ski but unfortunately I haven’t done it for a long time. I like to watch a good movie (except horror films and hits with a huge amount of blood and cruelty) and sometimes I like to watch cartoons. Sometimes I work in an orchard with great pleasure but unfortunately I don’t have a computer at home, I forget to water them.
In my youth I was very shy and modest girl and I was very calm. But life changes us and changes our character and now I’m not very calm and sometimes I can get angry. But still I can’t tell a lie and I turn red when I feel embarrassed. I always was a serious and responsible person. If I studied, I studied well, if I work I work conscientiously.
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