Hello I'd like to say sacramental words: I've been waiting for you so long! And indeed, long, I am 33 years. and what can I sum up under this, probably first realized anniversary? Today I have a good profession that corresponds to my creative necessities – I am a dentist. I have graduated from the University with an honors diploma thus I am firmly established in professional plan. Besides it completely corresponds to my inner necessity: to pity, to save from pain, to stop people's sufferings. I have a worthy salary for our region and it gives me more stability. I find delight not only in nature and art, but also in common life and a basic source is communication, acquaintance with new people, exchange of energy, information and life experience. Definitely I like people and I don't idealize and exaggerate, I can't live without communication in isolation. But this doesn't mean necessity in endless talks. I think it is my life necessity to give my attention and care to those who feel a relative soul in me. I can't say I have a lot of friends cause my best and closest friends are gone to different places. and not all the time it is possible to show your emotional state in letters in what, to my opinion, the real value of friendship is. I share my feelings and joys with my mother, with whom I have more friendly relations, than controlling. Also I can discuss something with my colleagues, as the most part of my time I am at work, because it is hard to hide something from people who know you long, long time. By the way, I like to swim very much (in winter I do it in a pool) and skiing, but of course not on a professional level. But nevertheless in spite of my active life more and more often I feel my loneliness, melancholy upon own necessity and protection. I want that someone waits for me and after that warm and caress. I want to give my warmth, loyalty, caress and care to a kind, honest, tender, clever person who'd like to have nice and healthy children. in my mind he is a white man, tall and is healthy physically and mentally, slender, I don't mean large muscles, but a natural man's body that knows care. Also I won't be able to get pleasure from communication with a man who is not developed intellectually. I hope that he is not acquainted with disappointments of family life. I can't call myself a religious person, but I believe in presence of God's providence. I am not looking for a fantastic handsome man who is extra rich or an outlandish prince. I'd like to find a man with whom we'll have a light and pleasant unit where everybody will find consolation in a sorrowful minute, where children will be born and grow up with a sense of security and a desire to repeat sincerity of relationships of their parents. I sincerely hope that you will get interested in my letter and I'll find that strong, loyal and reliable man with whom we'll be happy till old ages. As to my soul – I am a passionate traveler, I am never upset by a long way. I like new places, especially sea coasts, nature of subtropics, smell of skin after bathing, color of sunset on a beach, lightly bitter taste of sea water, underwater landscapes and cozy streets of resort towns. I admire beauty of architectural and artistic masterpieces, like theatre performance, especially modern and classic, but not the vanguard. Also I like melodramas, fantasy, comedy and psychological films. As to literature, I prefer popular-scientific, ironic detective, scientific fantasy with elements of humor, psychological direction also takes my attention. I am interested in computer and internet technologies. I adore different music beautiful, light, like dancing as to others' opinion I do this sufficiently well, I don't like aggressive and destructive music. faithful, intelligent, responsible, tender, feminine, with rich fantasy, well-educated, creative, sociable. I have an experience of an administrator, an organizer and a leader, so as to my colleagues' appraisals – I am a responsible, sufficiently democratic, purposeful person, a person who doesn't avoid serious decisions. So, all this is concerning my social status. |
