To write about myself? . . .It’s not so easy, it’s not so easy to open your soul to be heard and understood, it’s like confession, that I have never experienced.

I can say that I had a happy childhood, though my parents divorced when I was 5 years old. but my mother loved me much and I knew this and appreciated much. I was very naughty and energetic child, I always had many bumps and bruises on my legs and hands. School was very dear for me – my first friends, first love, I think everybody had the same, we had very friendly class and that’s why it was very difficult to part. And then new life – adult and unknown, I wanted to have it but was afraid of it at the same time, I still can’t understand why I didn’t study at the University because I was very good and smart pupil at school. I became a kindergarten tutor and didn’t regret about it for a long time, I love children much, we were friends and they (children in the kindergarten) named me “mother”. That adult life brought much interesting: the opportunity to earn my own money, friends, with whom I could share everything, discos, skiing resorts, skating and certainly love!

I got married rather late, when I was 25 years old, most of my friends were married by that time, and perhaps that’s why I hurried, and took love for compassion, or perhaps at first there was compassion and then I fell in love with him, who knows. My husband was a good master at home and he loved me but . . . he drank much alcohol and began to beat me. I will never be again with a man who drinks and beats women! Never!

When my boys were born they were weak and I had to devote much attention to them, and besides it there were two of them at once and I even didn’t have any grandparents who would help me, I tried pay attention to both my sons and husband. But he turned to be a big egoist, and he began to look for more attention from somebody else. Tolerance, unwillingness to deprive children of their father . . . but everything has its own end, that was the reason of the divorce. My sons are wonderful, they are so energetic that I have two tarzans at home. certainly I wanted my marriage to be a long one, for ever! I wanted my family to be based on respect and trust, love and care! To have house full of laugh and jokes, and the whole family at a table in the evenings and mornings. It’s so wonderful to go all together on nature, invite guests and just sit at Tvset. I like good movies and books, and I wish to have a happy end as in any good book!

What I want? Just to be happy! I want my children to be surrounded with care and tenderness, I want to fall asleep and wake up with my beloved man and know that you are the only one and unique for him! I want to enjoy every day I live!

meetings with friends, cooking, books, disco parties, walks, traveling, Sauna, shopping.

faithful, responsible, with good sense of humor, sexy, tender, easy-adjusting, independent, cheerful, sociable, reliable.